Sunday, July 31, 2005

Was Blue; came RED now RED; and more RED

Yeah! Guess Male' will be all in Red this week. Why "Red"? Anyway did you know palm trees add up a lot to the view of a beach. They look really good; don't you think so? And I guess I need to clean my mouse, too bad no balls now; just again a "Red" light of some sort.

Saturday, July 30, 2005

System Administrator Appreciation Day

Yesterday 29th of July was the systems administrator appreciation day. Cool ey! If you belong to this category of people, you might want to stop and ask a question. How many times have you been thanked or how many times have you got to listen crap. But it's good to know there is a day ey that titles "System administrator appreciation Day". When mails are sent from one network to other; its taken for granted; when your system is up and running smoothly it's taken for granted. But when it's down; ah ah haa! It's not a good news for ANYONE. Point here is these people are responsible for simple things like you reading this blog, and most of the other things you do. Some people think it's just get the wire in and install the damn software! How easy can it be? Ok! Then do it your self. :) but I do understand when a system is down and slow and keeps on getting time outs; its really frustrating too. So it's human nature to get back at the sys admins. So basically it's part of the job and the challenge. I would say most sys admins don't really look for the thank you's and the big fat pays. Which they know won't really happen too, but the kick is to solve problems and get them right. I don't know if most people will understand it; but there is so much to it. When you finally get it done. You feel good; not that those people at office 3 can send mails, browse, or print. But cos you got it done, and you solved it. You got to find the problem or you came up with a hack for it. For us we don't care what content goes in those mails or data,for us it's just packets.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

This Shit is Good!

Now! I don't know what you might think or say to this but, this shit is good! What shit? "HOLSTEN Apple+"; and it's got stuff written in Arabic; so it can't be bad? can it? :P But I do mean it; it's a nice one. Besides the taste its also "suppose" to be rich in Vitamins D,B6,B12 and B52 and RJ45? daa! Kidding! But I would give this the best of the year from all imported drinks this year thus far!

Monday, July 25, 2005

Good morning Maldives

Today is the 26th of July 2005. and.. here we are ah ha! not a holiday for me. The boat ride was cool an't it? The sea, the clear blue sky.. And cute girls sitting in front of the boat adding to it. What more can you ask for? Freedom! I can feel it in the "air". Did you ever wonder why the sky is blue? and how it will feel to swim in the sea with dolphins, or be one of em'? Machines and people, animals and plants.. or everything, be what you wanna be. A few years from now, you will wonder why you did not enjoy it? why spend you life with regrets and jealousy and stuck with emotions that really don't make sense. Go out enjoy and be your self. Crack a few jokes, dance, sing and eat. Do something good; which will make you feel good! Life is surely short, enjoy it! Now let me do a little promotion too: "Life is good; share IT". Where IT, refers to? :) What ever? "Just DO IT". Someone a few nights back, gave me an article; which really inspired me; and I thank her for that! Thanks! God Bless you Maldives.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

cd /home/hulhumale'

done! been about 4 days since i have cut off myself from the busy and freak'n male'. too much politics, speeding cars, crappy ppl, too many men in green and blue, etc. this plc is so much better. cofe'? I get it here too! so? i think i prefer to live here then at male'. Life here is so much better. the beach is nice, not many people and cars, so much better. I would not mind call'n this home. might set my environment variables $HOME to the island. Few years down the line, many will agree with me; but now i know a few will. But that's cool, even if i were u ; it would be the same.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Please LEAVE me ALONE!

Sorry but I need to be left alone, to do what I wanna do, without much questions being asked. I don't want to think and answer to questions which I don't want to think about. I am not saying I have better things to do, but sorry again, I just need to be left alone now. Damn! I need some time off soon, and watch some cartoons! :)

Friday, July 22, 2005

No Complains!

No complains and happy to be busy! I have realized that being busy is good and occupied with work is the best thing that can happen to me at this moment in time. Worked hard to achieve some thing for months and sacrificed so much, but... Guess somethings are not meant to be. No complains anyway, though at times I know I was used and taken advantage of. This is ok. It's the way life is, some people just take things for grant and don't realize what damage they done, until too late.

Not given much thought about anything, besides work. And that's all I think of now. But my fear is when this is over, what's next? I'd be back to the point which I am avoiding so much. Don't want to go to a numb state of mind. Help is needed! But no worries I'll make it! Always have! fuck, life and people. Machines are always better. The human factor is not a good thing! Emotions and stuff; bad, bad bad.. or is it?

When I am done with this, I will revolve to the second stage of life, I know that. Now I don't want to compromise and give in. I just want to be happy; I don't wanna care for others now. Or want to give in and hope that things will work out my way! I have to fight my way in, not give in and wait. I hope what ever happened was good. But I am so done, so so done. "Thrill is gone!"

The thrill is gone
The thrill is gone away
The thrill is gone baby
The thrill is gone away
You know you done me wrong baby
And you'll be sorry someday